Subject: I'm Cursed

Posted by TinyAngelWings
Wednesday, September 26, 2007 at 14:39:28

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I have been learning a lot about myself lately. I phrase kept coming to my mind "The answers are right in front of you, all you need to do is look". Cause of that a lost a friend but today I found an answer. I am cursed. I was cursed by the Egyptions.Why? I don't know but it has lasted with till this day, but I don't know how to break a 3000 year old curse, because of this I had to watch my new friend die. I have found this curse has done so much damage. It won't let me fly or dream of flying. It's destroying me. How do you break it? How do I get the real me back?

RE: I'm Cursed
Posted by coralbea
Wednesday, September 26, 2007 at 22:28:41

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TinyAngelWings, congratulation on learning about yourself, What a wonderful thing to learn even if you feel it is a negative thing that showed up. At least now you have a choice. To do something or not :)Your friend had their own contract and you had nothing to do with this passing it was all ready happening before you met, so don't take that as your own it is not :)
Ok curses. I am not an expert by any means but I do believe that a curse can be strong only because the person who cast it would have had a very strong negative emotion toward you to be throwing a curse at you back then.
As we all know our intention is very powerful.
Recently I was taught Theta Healing ( look into it).
A curse can be broken and all you need to do is command that God remove it. Simple as that
First though I would like you to test yourself about your beliefs. This is called kinesiology, or muscle testing. Drink a lot of water until you are well hydrated. Stand and face the north close your eyes.
Make the statement, MY NAME IS ....If your body moves forward your have a positive answer YES and are well hydrated. If you don't move have more water and wait a few minutes then make the statement again while eyes closed and facing north.
If your body moves/sways backward this is a negative response. NO
OK Once you are familiar with the movements and are well hydrated, eyes closed and facing north make the statement I AM CURSED. If you move forward then you believe you are cursed.
Sit in a quiet place make yourself comfortable and close your eyes. Imagine that you are rising above your self about 67 feet, tell yourself you are goijng to seek God. When you get there ( you will know) turn to the Creator. Say " Creator of all that is it is commanded that all curses, hexes, oaths and vows be removed,with all results, consequenses and actions on all levels, it is complete and no longer needed. Thank you it is done it is done it is done (Make sure you say that 3 times). then imagine yourself going back down to you, turn and watch what the Creator does. When it is finished you need to imagine a water fall and rinse yourself off, then go back to in to your body. Make a cutting motion with your hand in front of you to break the energy.
Give yourself a few moments and do the muscle testing again. Statment: I am cursed and you should feel your body move backwards NO.
Good luck I hope you give this a try. I really do love the Theta Healing it is very powerful and I would urge you to seek out a teacher and learn it properly. this is a very quick rough lesson in theta but the best I can do.:)
:) many blessings TAW I would like to know how you go with this.
Love Light and harmony
Helen xx

RE: I'm Cursed
Posted by TinyAngelWIngs
Thursday, September 27, 2007 at 01:50:16

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Yeah I have come to realise it's not my fault. A learnt a bit more about the curse. I have previously weakened it, I don't know how but I have. It was done by Egyption's monks. They feared wing humans as they are powerful. I wouldn't be surprised if I helped with the pyramids.
I think I remember now. How the curse was weakened. It's a story so bare with me.
It starts off with a war between good and evil, well one side thought the other was evil and themselves as good. I on the other hand ran from the war. I ran with someone who I hold close to my heart and she the same. I didn't want to fight a war that will never stop. We hid somewhere safe on this planet. Mother Earth loved as so, like a mother watching over something so pure, but the war was on this planet. I had to fight to protect her. Who I was fighting I don't know but seeing how we both of the light, I feel like the dark killed us. I watched her die as they killed me. Mother grew so an anger, that she stopped the war. The light say they won but they didn't. They lost just like the dark. Those who fought died to never return.
The time passed as Mother healed her wounds and the starting of life began. No one wants to be alone. As I did not fight I was reborn during the time of the Egyptions. If she was there, I do not know yet. This part is yet to be written, but the Egyptions fall, was there lack in belief of winged creatures. The light had some influence with Egyptions. There were their gods, or those that made the spiritualism. A monk was told to curse the winged creature as he is evil, because he will destroy your world. This spirit of light had turned into dark and my demise was now.
The monk formed a group of followers and chanted in a temple to put me into a sleep, so to initiate the curse. I lay on a table, a monk marked me and I was then cursed, to feel never happiness, to never be loved, to be reincarnated over and over again to live a suffering life. Mother destroyed the Egyptions for their belief.
All this time the light watched over, as I was reincarnated at different times to live a painful life, to never fly or dream of flying. The light did nothing but a group of angels did something. Led by El Morair (I cannot spell his name probably), who started to see the errors in the light, made away to help me. I ended up in Japan. This is why I love the Japanese. El Morair is his name later on but I cannot not remember his Japanese name. He helped me find her. She was a Japanese princess at the time but I did find her. The curse was did what it did when coming close to love. It made me weak and try to destroy me spirit, but I kept fighting. I saw her and she knew who I was. She knew what I had been through. This is where the curse was weakened. The curse was ever so strong, so having that bond that lovers have, we shared the curse. I lived a bit longer and had joy in my life. I enjoyed Japan and the summer festival, were I soon died with her.
In that time I had made preparations for the future. My love for the Japanese would live forever with me, I made the story appear again. This is Air, that is her story and mine, the curse that has cause so much pain. 1000 years her but 3000 years for me. I will meet her in summer, I know this, for it was summer when the cursed was shared.

This is the story so far and I thank you for your help. I don't think I have come across something like this before so I will try.

Note: I say God doesn't not exist as he lets as follow our own path, but something is there.

RE: I'm Cursed
Posted by TinyAngelWings
Thursday, September 27, 2007 at 14:49:58

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I did what you said. It's strange though. I plead first but he said, "I cannot remove a shared curse," after a while I said, "I command you to remove this curse," He smiled at me and said, "Finally some confidence." Next thing I knew I was falling to the Earth. I thought he throw me but then my wings opened up and I flew back to my body. Air cleansed me, she must do the same, if I ever find her.

I thank you greatly. I feel free. The amazing thing is I started to drew something that I had pictured in my mind and it came out wonderfully. I even got the attention of a girl but her boyfriend wasn't to happy, opps.I kind of wonder why it took me so long to remove this curse, but if you keep forgetting, feel the suffering and pain, and never to fly you wouldn't realised your cursed to begin with.

I have to make her remember.

RE: I'm Cursed
Posted by coralbea
Thursday, September 27, 2007 at 19:56:31

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Good for you TWA. I hope you continue now, get to know yourself :)
You shouldn't be but I know you will be very happily surprised at what you discover.
Work more with the Theta I know God will help you. Oh and just one more thing!
You DO believe in God because you went to creator and you would not have been able to do that if you did not believe, you then witnessed the creators love for you and your love for yourself. :)
Love and light
:)

RE: I'm Cursed
Posted by TinyAngelWings
Thursday, September 27, 2007 at 23:45:37

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You maybe right ^_^

RE: I'm Cursed
Posted by KellyB
Friday, September 28, 2007 at 20:20:39

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Ummmm, I'm confused as hell! So this is what happens when you remember things huh? :~)

RE: I'm Cursed
Posted by coralbea
Saturday, September 29, 2007 at 00:15:52

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Kelly what has you confused sweet? talk to us maybe we can help you understand :)
TinyAngelWings has had what is known as a cognitive shift, an understanding, a realisation of what is going on in life. Now TinyAngelWings is free of this particular shackle and can move forward.

it is that moment that you see portrayed in cartoons when the light bulb turns on above a characters head.The ahha! moment
Sometimes it can take years before this happens but when it does it is like changing gears in a car. Your life goes to the next stage and that is growth. Yippee!! One of my major light bulb moments came along a while ago, and since then i have been heading towards the next level of me.This is what enlightenment is:)
Listening to your self, your guidance, your angels, your God etc help to find this ahha light bulb moments.
Love and LIght
xxx

RE: I'm Cursed
Posted by TinyAngelWings
Saturday, September 29, 2007 at 02:46:50

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I have already notice a change. I don't have that feeling where there is something wrong. I would start out into the world, watch the wind in the trees and get the odd feeling there was something wrong. I just didn't know what was wrong. In fact I can't remember how it all worked but it is all good.

RE: I'm Cursed
Posted by coralbea
Saturday, September 29, 2007 at 03:34:49

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HUGS () TinyAngelWings and it will only get better and better. remember When something tries to bring you down just Go Seek God like you did before. You have the power of the Creator at your disposal :)
()
Love Light and Harmony
xxx

RE: I'm Cursed
Posted by Mary
Sunday, September 30, 2007 at 10:58:50

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Helen-
How is it that some beings are so in tune with what's happening/happened already in their lives (the time/space continuum) and others like myself still am searching... I have asked to be able to view my lives in order to better understand this one and be able to bring more to others. I do have small aha moments... is it just because I'm relatively new to this path?
I know I am an impatient soul LOL working on that one--
Mary

RE: I'm Cursed
Posted by coralbea
Sunday, September 30, 2007 at 15:07:12

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Hi Mary,
Well I am no expert :)We are all on different levels of enlightenment. just like at school, som are more advance than others.
Until 5 years ago I was the same as you. I received a gift for my birthday from my grandparents in spirit. this was a physical gift and could not be denied to be real. This came after a huge dark night of the soul moment. I asked the question "What was I doing here what is the purpose of my life" I have been feeling restless doing the things I had always done before and felt content. That contentment was no longer there.
I have a family a home a car pets. I supoose one would say I had it all. Happy? not witin myslef no There was something missing. I am married to a non believer, so for 21 years I put aside my spiritual beliefs. This also cut of any "in tune" moments. I saled through life being ingnorant. There would be moments, flashes of insight that would go Wow lucky I listened to myself I would have had a smash if I didn't slow down etc.
Being in tune does not come easy Mary. It takes time Patience :) and practice.
You can start to tune your self in to your energy. Do you ever have moment that you say something and go goosey? ( goosebumps on you legs and arms) Do you have moments when you just know something will happen, good or bad. Do you have moments that you smell something beautiful just for a second then it is gone and you search for the source only to find nothing? Do you notice the time on the clock with numbers like 111 211 or my favourite in the car temp says 22 and time says 2.22. Do you ever have momnets when you see a butterfly in the middle of winter when it sould not be there, a feather in an unsuspecting place, I could go on and on.
These are all oportunities for you to tune into the energies around you.
If you don't already try meditating. You can start of with a guided meditation on a personal player with head phones or find a meditation class.
I started with Doreen Virtue Chakra Clearing. I did the morning and evening one every day for about 3 weeks. I then started to become aware of the energies, I have had amazing experiences and I never get tired of this.
Mary it does take patience :), you don't need to know what lives you had previously to understand this life, you are in the here and now so enjoy learning about this one first. Past life regression is wonderful to experience once you are comfortable in the one.
5 years ago I did not know anything about alternative therapies, crystals, meditation,energy work, nothing. Then it was litterally thrown at me once I asked that question and the sprits and angels then threw open the doors and lead me to where I was meant to be.
Boy It was really hard but Here I am an Alternative Natural Therapist with a diploma and 2 cretificate 4 in this area.
. Start small and really think about what you want, Be careful what you ask for you will get it :)
Email me if you want to know anything if I can help you I will.If I don't know I will find out for you.
Love and LIght Helen

RE: I'm Cursed
Posted by TinyAngelWings
Sunday, September 30, 2007 at 23:46:14

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It's amazing how this all stared off with a curse to helping others about there past. I have been told the answer are all around all you got to do is look. Finding the answers is like jigsaw, all you then had to do is put it together. Listen to yourself and the world around and you'll find answers. Feeling your energy is something I never knew. I am always self-concious of my aurorae as I felt it change a lot, getting higher and higher in energy. When I visualize it was a silver but now it has that effect like when the sun hits an object you get different colours.
I'm only having one problem now, waiting for my energy to spin smoothly again due to the removal of the curse and this girl who keeps appearing in my dreams.
Every so often I would she would appear, like she did last night.It's the first time she's been happy in my dream. She exists in real life and I had feelings for here but because she thought I was still 13 I ended up putting distance between us. I keep thinking my sub-concious was being evil. Trying to get over her is hard if she keeps appearing in your dreams.
Although if she was the girl that I have previously mentioned then she wouldn't remember because of the curse, but that curse is gone. Gone from both of us, so she should start remembering and that would explain why she was truly happy for the first time, like I feel truly happy now, although sadden by the loss of my friend, but I'll rewrite that story.

RE: I'm Cursed
Posted by Starseed
Monday, October 01, 2007 at 20:40:27

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Helen.......that was BRILLIANT! Very similar to the journeys that I do with people.

Tiny Angel Wings.......now you can soar as you were meant to be......in the arms of divine / eternal love......in consciousness.

RE: I'm Cursed
Posted by TinyAngelWIngs
Wednesday, October 03, 2007 at 14:15:04

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I know I shouldn't say this but that isn't the point of my wings.

Also I don't want this to be on 13 for some odd reason.

RE: I'm Cursed
Posted by coralbea
Wednesday, October 03, 2007 at 23:24:48

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13 is a great number TinyAngelWings, 13 in the Angel numbers is telling you that the ascended masters are asking you to stay positive and to give all fears and doubts to them. This number also means the sacred feminine, the goddess, and the intuitive side as there are 13 moon cycles in a year. There were 13 at the last supper, In Judaism 13 signifies a boy reaching maturity.
So if you want to see this as such, here is another way for you to grow, changing your thoughts to a positive is a huge leap of maturity as a human being. and losing one slice of fear about a number can change your life in so many ways. Do your seeking and ask about the number and see what you come up with. It could be really interesting :)
Last night I held a meditation group for a past life glimpse. One lady experienced a small part of a life where she was a farmer in the Irish potato famine era and was quite emotional for a few moments, but a huge revelation that helped her realise why she was always worried about having enough food in the house in this life. The moment she understood this and let go of that fear she said it was like a 100kg weight was lifted from her shoulders. Fear can hold us back so much. All we need do is ask the questions to find the simple answers.
Love and LIght Helen

RE: I'm Cursed
Posted by TinyAngelWings
Thursday, October 04, 2007 at 00:46:35

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Its strange, I never had a problem with the number 13, in fact I was the only one who liked it in my first school. I get a feeling I did it on purpose just so you would write that, haha. Things you do without realising.

RE: I'm Cursed
Posted by coralbea
Friday, October 05, 2007 at 00:47:07

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:) :) You are right TWA sometimes we do or say things and we have no idea why. Well maybe it was just to voice a subconscious question, maybe it was the need to hear a different view, who really knows but maybe one day those particular words will come to you when you need to help your self or someone else. I know that has happened to me on occasion.
Isn't learning and growth a wonderful thing? It is very exiting , waking up every morning to see what you can learn.
God bless
Love and LIght
xxx

RE: I'm Cursed
Posted by TinyAngelWings
Thursday, October 11, 2007 at 15:09:46

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After the curse it is re-write the story. I thought it was the story of the girl but I guess that was wrong. When it comes to writing, my English is not good. I have terrible grammar and spelling. I could always have drawn the story but I take too long to draw one thing.
Over time, I just wonder what is next. The word story would crop up. Sitting in a nice lovely bath I wonder what this weird connection I have over this girl. Whenever I try and stop thinking about her it would then just jump back out or something would happen over the day, like something not wanting to forget. I thought I had won a couple days ago but then events lead to it starting all over again. I have no choice but to fight it cause I know the end result.
Another phrase entered my mind,
"Why doesn't she remember?" I just sat there in my bath thinking over and over, but then I started to repeatedly wish it. I felt my aurora started to gain small burst of golden light and span with my aurora; this was the sunlight that I had removed from my body (I'll go into that soon); as it continued to go completely gold it jumped and turned into and eagle and followed it as it flew. It landed on the thought I once had at the beginning of the year, where there was a red spirit. I remember the words I said, "I don't love you," That's when I realised what I done. The red spirit turns out to be a love spirit, that girls spirit and she has returned to the Earth. It's amazing what damage is done without realising it. You say you will lover forever and then you forget, but that was probably apart of the curse.
Now I must work out on how to bring the spirit back and for some reason get a car and learn to drive before summer, why? I don't know, but I am all for it.
The sunlight thing. When I remember that my dear friend died I had that horrible emotional feeling that you get. I did not want to feel like that, I just wanted to be happy. So I imagined my aurora (a lot of aurora work going on in my life) get tighter and tighter, squeezing out the feeling still and firework like display of gold happened. The feeling was gone. Little did I know that I was soon going to get sicker and sicker seeing how I have a relation to the sun. When I was sleeping I didn't feel like i was sleeping. It was annoying that I couldn't just get the sleep that I needed. I had no dreams and so I felt ill. I nearly collapsed until I eat something. I put the sunlight back with the help of my young angel aurora quartz, my favourite kind of crystal, and everything is fine again.
Good Night.

RE: I'm Cursed
Posted by TMS
Friday, October 19, 2007 at 22:47:15

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Hi everyone...
I hope everything is well with you all.. I have come so far since i posted here for the first time... Starseed, It was like a journey like nothing before. I swear I flew throught two past lives... Is this possible?
Anyways, take care my friends and dont ever lose your light.
Tom

This is a 360 page I created. Feel free to look!
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Starseed--- (SKYPE)

RE: I'm Cursed
Posted by TinyAngelWings
Tuesday, November 06, 2007 at 11:19:01

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I got the wrong girl after all. Opps. I wonder why, every time I would think about her the song, "too late to apologize" would come on the radio. It did it quite a few times.This relates to my golden light thing quite nicely. Using that I focused what I was looking for. I first focused on her and then sphere of golden light wrapped round her and wings grew out of her. I then thought all I have to do is look for the girl with wings. I then started to look around and found a quite a few people with them, they were Earth Angels.
Thinking so hard about it I realised I hadn't meet her yet, in fact she was a decoy. Weird hay.

RE: I'm Cursed
Posted by KellyB
Wednesday, November 07, 2007 at 08:08:22

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You totally confuse the hell out of me, but what a journey huh?

RE: I'm Cursed
Posted by TinyAngelWings
Friday, November 09, 2007 at 04:08:18

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I'll simplify. I'm trying to find a person, but I don't where to look. All I know is we are together but not physically. She has her story and I see it. She cries I feel it. Bonded so deep. It's hard to work out is she close or really far. I'm not sure if I feel an Earth Angel or mine.

RE: I'm Cursed
Posted by Starseed
Monday, November 12, 2007 at 21:26:17

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TMS.......this is WONDERFUL news! Sounds as if you may have cleared two tombstones (karma of two past lives). Keep going.

TAW
May I suggest that you research "Twin flame." Not all are on the same plane....and not all are ready to reunite, this may be what you are searching for and feel. Good luck.

RE: I'm Cursed
Posted by TinyAngelWings
Tuesday, November 13, 2007 at 06:09:41

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Strangely enough "Twin Flames" doesn't seem deep enough. We were together in a past lifetime, we came over it all.

RE: I'm Cursed
Posted by Starseed
Wednesday, November 14, 2007 at 18:57:26

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Let us be reminded what twin flames are: they are your divine compliment, born from the same white fire body, you share the same soul blueprint (unique to only the two of you), then the "one" wanted to experience duality....and the "one" became two. This is you and your twin. EVERYONE has one. Some have their twin on earth, some can be incarnated on another planet, and some are on the other side holding the masculine / femanine light.

Twin flames do have lifetimes where they meet or spend together. MOST are not ready to reunite as they have not cleared all their karma, so often it is so very painful when they are together, as one twin can amplify the others "feelings / karma."

Before a union can take place, one must be whole within him or herself: find their anima / animus.

Blending with your twin flame (in both the ether and in the physical) is the most sacred and beautiful love that your soul will ever experience. You will be eternally joined in l-o-v-e.

As Above / So Below, As Below / So Above
As Within / So Without, As Without / So Within

RE: I'm Cursed
Posted by TinyAngelWings
Thursday, November 15, 2007 at 03:59:10

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We were happy in the past. There are questions with no answers, so believe me when I say it's deeper. Yes there are similarities but the difference is, I could see this person on a day to day and not know she's even there. The body has a spirit that the body is not aware of.

There are energies greater than an angel, that can be held but it takes a destructive event to happen. You may believe that I am something that in fact I actually am not, which should be true as you do not see my past. I'm and she are so very different from your normality, I guess I would put it. There are names given to me and my situation but that is not it.

Not everyone has a twin, cause the world was not created that way. There are just plain humans, who walk around getting on with there life and just fall in love. They may have angels helping them, but he may not be aware of it all and would not even care.

Not everything appears as it seems. This a lesson that we sould all learn.

RE: I'm Cursed
Posted by coralbea
Sunday, November 18, 2007 at 12:46:24

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TAW sometimes when we look so hard for something we miss it. Do you know the saying? " can't see the forest for the trees" .
Honestly you could drive yourself crazy. My advice, and the choice is yours always you can take it or leave it. Stop looking and just let it happen. Stop searching and it will find you. Stop hunting and live your life doing what you enjoy doing most and learn all you can about yourself first.
Past life stuff is powerful, exciting and fascinating, but don't forget that you are here, now in this time and space. You have your things to learn in the here and now.
You have chosen this life for a reason TWA ask the universe to help you understand YOU in this life first, what is your purpose in the here and now, and then get on with it and enjoy.
I have found that more understanding comes to me when I let it all go.
Love and LIght
xx

RE: I'm Cursed
Posted by TinyAngelWings
Sunday, November 18, 2007 at 13:25:10

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You know what, I like you :)

RE: I'm Cursed
Posted by coralbea
Tuesday, November 20, 2007 at 13:17:04

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Well I am honoured Tiny Angel Wings. You know what? I think I like you too :)

RE: I'm Cursed
Posted by TMS
Saturday, December 01, 2007 at 08:53:19

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Hi Everyone,,
Have you ever heard the saying music of the sphere's? (sphere of light)

We are all capable of being divine
It is the gift for our human lives
It is in everyone
The sparks of the divine
We can transcend darkness
Our weaknesses and our hopelessness
We can be better than who we are
And go further and further
Toward a lightness of being
And a feeling of being pure
We can be in this world
And not a part of this world
Holiness and loveliness can fill our soul
And life can be more than before.

When the darkness comes on strong,
Remember you are not alone!


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