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Subject: Help!
Posted by Angelblessings
Thursday, March 29, 2007 at 08:33:10
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Hey Ya'll I need serious help.I have a major problem with spending money. I have an addiction to ordering food from outside. I want to eat God's way but there are so much temptation out there it just seems impossible. I have a diet book called the maker's diet. It shows you how to eat right and to stay away from bad foods like pork, unclean meats and so on. I want to lose weight I am 80 pounds overweight I know it is bad for my frame. Even my guardian angels are telling me that. Oh what to do. I want to go to Puerto Rico this year and look good. I have to lose 80 to 85 pounds I lost five though that is a start. By all means I just confessed to my mother that I been using my saving money to by food that isnt good I felt really bad but I felt good that I told the truth. You feel guilt when you dont. I felt it nagging at my heart Jesus saying tell her the truth tell her the truth. I cried I felt ugly inside that I lyed! I yelled and said satan you have no place in me leave NOW! Jesus come in my heart and soul. I cant stand lying but we all do it its human nature I told my mother crying in her midst I sinned mother I sinned I felt so bad. I said Jesus forgive me. Please. I really need comfort I dont want to lie any more its not good too. Can any one kindly help and give me advice on how to get unaddicted to ordering out! Please. I feel really bad now. I gain all that weight because of depression really and ordering out I though that would ease the pain. but it didnt I turned to church though and founded that God loves me no matter the certcomstantes.
Love and Light
Jacqueline
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Posted by coralbea
Thursday, March 29, 2007 at 14:01:44
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Angelblessings,
What are you trying to protect your self from?? Being overweight is usually a sign of hiding as is addiction. What is it that has you running scared that you need to protect yourself.
The subconscious mind says that the more weight you have on the more distance something has to travel to get at your soul.
Do some really deep work with your self you may need the help of a therapist to get to the bottom of it but once you do then the healing can begin. Depression Angelblessings is a state of mind and can be healed if you are willing. it will take a lot of hard work but I feel that you are strong. I feel there is a lot of pressure on you from your family as you kept saying they said you were an old soul and an earth angel. Yes you probably are but you are a beautiful young woman first and need to experience human stuff. Maybe this is what you are tring to protect your self from?? Other peoples perception of you are different to your own and they have unintentionally put this huge burden on your very young shoulders. I am not saying that they did this deliberatly of course not but to you it is now a burden that you feel you cannot live up to. Could this be right?
Go within Angelblessings and find your truth it will set you free.
For a more physical solution you could cut up your credit card or what ever you pay the delivery guy with and disconnect the phone. Try preparing a meal of healthy food in advance so that when the ugre comes you already have somethiing to eat. It is an addiction so look up the 12 step program on the net and that may also help. However, The real healing begins with in.
Love and Light
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Posted by santa clause
Friday, March 30, 2007 at 00:01:36
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hi angelblessing i am a 15 year old and i think that i can help you.
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Posted by Angelblessings
Friday, March 30, 2007 at 08:30:21
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Hey ya'll I thank you for recieving my cry for help I dont have a credit card but I use cash and I have spended 300 dollars on just ordering out. Yea not good. I have a tredmill at home but my mother pushes me to use it. I am what you would call a cough potatoe. I said the sinners prayer and litterly recieved Jesus as lord and savior yesterday. I had a dream here it is: And on March 28,2007 at 11pm I prayed the sinners prayer, I received Jesus literally! I had a dream it was so vivid in color I saw my family and friends in white linen even my Dad and Mother. Singing Holy, Holy, Holy Lord God almighty you are the glorious lord God, God oh my God Hosanna blessed is he who comes in the name of the lord Hosanna in the highest! And they were cheering clapping they had palms in there hands waving them as he was coming down with the cross, and in his purple coat and white linen, bleeding heavily I came over I was dressed in white linen in like a gown I was in the spirit of the lord I cried and looked upon his face and he was crying as well but he smiled and said my daughter do not cry for me but cry for yourself. I said Jesus my lord I come to clean your face you look tired and thirsty and he smiled and said I am indeed. I took a cloth and had a bowl it was gold and I dabbed the cloth in the golden bowl, and I wiped his face. I looked at him and said Do you know what I see in you, he said what my child, I said I see the most wonderful man that ever lived the most gracious God and I see love and calmness tranquility hope remember me when you enter your kingdom. He said yes my child yes my daughter I will. He slowly walked to Calvary and the Romans were whipping him so many times 7 times 70. I yelled and said to the Romans stop it stop hurting my lord please and they looked at me and told me to shut up they said woman you have no right to yell at the soldiers! My mother said No don’t go back Jacqueline And he felt and the Romans laughed and kicked his stomach and they mocked him and said get up one of the Romans said look he cant even make it on foot and laughed so vigorously! I went over there by him again I said my lord are you okay. He said yes, and struggled to speak and said in a stutter I…I…..need drink and I said here is water you’ll be fine. It was the most vivid dream of God. He had a hard time getting back up I picked up the cross it was heavy, and I saw him walking like if he was dehydrated like if he was walking in the dessert I said its okay Jesus its okay I rubbed his back he said thank you my love you will be remembered. I saw the whole scene of the crucifixion and the nailing I was crying like I never cried before. I looked at my family friends and my mother and father they hugged me I said Lord have mercy on my soul have pity on me. They lifted the cross and put it in place and my mother was crying Olga was crying so hard they had to take breathes. My dad had tears rolling down his cheeks. And Grandpa was kneeling on the ground and praying. I was on the ground laying my gown got dirty from the sand and dirt. Then he said have mercy on these souls they forgive them father for they do not know what thy do. Then it got dark and he said aloud voice as thunder rumbles It is finished. And he died.
Then the dream didn’t end there I saw the catholic priest and deacons doing the prayer for the Eucharist and blessed the bread and cup he said take this all of you this is the body of the lord and so on and then I tasted the wine and bread. It was so vivid in color it was like a movie! What could this mean did he answer my prayer? I am 21 and I really need to be an adult and tell my thearpist and say listen I have a problem I go to therapy I have been for the last 2 years for depression.
Love and Light
Jacqueline
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Posted by KellyB
Sunday, April 01, 2007 at 06:35:55
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Wow, what a dream and to rememeber It so vividly like that. Keep praying and striving for what you really want to do with your life. We all make mistakes, you are not alone, you have all the rest of us with you :~)
Love and Light
Kelly
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Posted by Angelblessings
Sunday, April 01, 2007 at 08:56:01
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Kelly B if you had a dream like that what would you think of it would you take it as a sign from him that he answerd what do you think? Was it a vision?
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Posted by KellyB
Sunday, April 01, 2007 at 19:17:22
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Well I do believe alot of our messages from God and the angels do come IN dreams so, Yes I would most definately take It as a message or Visual dream. Most people can not remember what they dream but when God or the Angels want to get a message across to us they make sure we remember It In detail.
Love and Light
Kelly
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